I'm alive and want to blog. Really, I do! Life has been so CRAZY that I feel like how can I sit down and blog when my house is a mess and my kids are sick, etc.???
But I wanted to post something quick tonight because tonight I felt so excited and happy about life.
I thought to myself, you know, life is hard. Like, realllllly hard. BUT life is also so wonderful. I was looking in on my sleeping children and thinking how lucky I am to have 4 sleeping, beautiful wonderful relatively healthy children! How lucky am I to have a beautiful home, warm bed, loving husband and a great family. Last weekend I had some family in town for my Grandmother's funeral (I will have to post about that later). I never thought I would have so many family members in my house at the same time. It was WONDERFUL! I could have sat on my couch doing nothing with them and it would have just been wonderful. Family is the most important thing. And as I at times feel sorry for myself and how hard things can be with Paxton, I think how lucky I am to HAVE HIM. How lucky to see his cute little smile at me, even when he is sick. We truly are blessed in this life. And I am grateful.