Halloween Town when Mom's around...

It's been too long since my last post. Little Keaton has continued to keep us on the edge of our toes with going 5 days without an apnea spell, then he will have one. This past one was a little easier to cope with for several reasons. The first being that my mom was there with me, and the second being that I have been through this many times now. So my mom came into town last Wednesday and had to go back today. We really wanted Keaton to come home while she was here, but that was not in the plans.

Having my mom here was amazing. I miss her so much, and miss all my family. Going through what we have gone through with Keaton has really brough all my emotions to the surface and I can't stand living so far away from everyone right now. So when my mom was here, she cooked, cleaned, took me shopping (a must with mom) we went to lunch, went out to the hospital together numerous times and just had some good time together.

Halloween was great! Kyler was a policeman, Brayden a fireman, and Cortney was Napoleon Dynomite. Keaton was a pumpkin! Our neighborhood had a bon fire, hay rides, a haunted house and tons of candy! We really live in the best neighborhood!

So now we are on day 4 of 7 with the countdown for Keaton to come home again. I am not getting my hopes up. I know the end is near, it HAS to be! I know Keaton is getting bigger and stronger, and I just cant wait until I can hold him whenever I want. I cant wait to roll over in bed and see him in the bassinet instead of driving 35 minutes, parking, and scrubbing in before I can see him. I can't wait until I can just love on him as much as I want whenever I want!! Thanks to everyone always for their continued prayers.